Activities

I wanna be able to draw.

I wanna be able to sing.

I wanna be able to dance.

I wanna be able to do a lot of things.

Not that any of that will make people fall in love with me.

Not that any of that will make people like me more.

But I just wanna know that I am trying all my best.

Maybe someone would like me. 

Stay

"You will learn that the saddest word in the English language is 'stay'. Whether it’s your mother’s voice whispering it before you leave for college, or your ex-lover’s desperate screams as you walk out of the house, it will always be a hard word to hear. Sometimes you should listen to it, other times you shouldn’t. Trust yourself. Go with your gut."

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It is true. Hearing the word 'stay', you just can't decide.

Suddenly you're sucked into another dimension, into another world.

I can't do 'this' anymore

The day you said 'I can't do "this" anymore' I went into a deep hole of my own imagination.

At that very moment, I was so lost.

I didn't know whether if I should be saying, 'Don't say that' or 'Okay, maybe we should stop.'

I wasn't sure if I should ask you to stay, or just let it go already.

I was unsure for the one thing I was very sure of.

I'm very confused.

All I know is that you deserved to do what you wanted to.

I guess I shouldn't bring you into my world of confusion.

And you for one, deserve so much better.

And I want to be that person.

But right now, I can't be that person.

I am in a deep deep confusion.

I truly hope the future brings us on the same path again.

And at that time, you'll realize how prepared I am and how better of a person I am.

And to God I pray, I'm not too late.

Loooooooooooooooooong

Ah, I have not visited this space for so long now!

What has been going on?

Wow! 5 months and nothing.

It's funny really.

Every time I go missing, I appear again, and apparently I am still alive, which is good. 

Have I been too happy to turn to my sanctuary?

Well, no. I've just been very...well, I don't know.

I just came on to say, 'Hi! I'm alive.'