so many things to say, so little words to express.

i hate the feeling of lonesome. how can you even feel lonely being crowded by people?

the only thing that was visible to me was my hands and my feet. there's so many people but i can't seem to connect with them. i feel like i'm invisible, like out of place. why am i even trying to make myself stand out when people aren't even looking? as i walked past the crowd, no one cared to glance. no one asking whether am i leaving or where i'm going. why?