Journey starts here!

Yay. The day has finally arrived! I'm flying today. :D

I have been waiting for this day for a few months already. HAHA.

Padahnya beli tiket awal-awal. InsyaAllah, semuanya akan baik-baik aja.

Hopefully the haze won't be a problem. And I pray that after I leave, the haze would also lessen (?) I'm not sure what word to use for that. -,-

Anywhores, pray for my safe journey. 

XOXO

The positive thing.

I'm not gonna waste another second envying other people's happiness and start creating my own happiness. I don't get a shit from cursing my own life just while some other bitch is living her time of her life. Let's get that positive attitude in the air people!

My mister lame-o

I just love the way you make me laugh.

I'm gonna miss all of your lame jokes.

:)

Take care, hunny buns. 

Appreciate the present, then you'll get over the past. 

Everything.

There's so much hatred in me. I even hate myself. Sometimes, I hate myself too much. But it's really hard seeing myself from my point of view. I can't see anything, really. I keep on seeing the things in front of me rather than what's in me. I know, there are so many things that I should be thankful of, but it's just so hard to see sometimes. I don't feel like I have anything to be proud of. I'm always so moderate. Never too good, never too bad, which is actually not bad, but not good either. I just wanna be good. Then again, we're always never gonna be satisfied of what we have. *sigh* I should be more thankful with the things I have rather than pondering on the things I don't have. Be more thankful, Meia. You can't have everything. 

My holidays

Alhamdulillah. I'm having such a great time at home even though the results have started coming out. Well, thanks to UTM, our results are out right after we finished the paper. -,- Sometimes it's a curse. HAHA. Anywhores, as I said, I've been having a great time here at home. :) I've been baking, reading, sewing, sleeping well, and spending time with my family. I simply love how it is. Well, I try making the best out of the time I have before departing.

I successfully baked Cinnamon Rolls. :D Although, I have to remind myself next time to make them smaller. HAHA. It was slightly bigger than I expected, but Alhamdulillah, it finished. :) That's one taken off my to-do-baking-list. There are still a lot of recipes I wanna try. Slowly, I'll bake all of them. ^^

I read two novels already. Both are Nicholas Sparks' novels: Safe Haven and The Lucky One. Reading his novels, I realized one thing about his writings. His writings must have something to do with army. HAHA. But his writings are so nice to read; simple yet detailed. I don't know why people like to read his novels, but I know why I do and why I can't put down his novels. The storyline is one thing, but that alone wasn't enough. It was the way he write his stories. Because it was simple, you can create this scene in your head, as clearly as if it was something real, something you've seen. And so whenever I put down the book, I'd still have the image of the characters in my head and the stories go on and on and on. It's impossible to put the book down because then my head won't stop thinking what's gonna happen next? -,- Both of his novels made me feel that way. sheesh. But I guess that means he is a good writer too. His books are okay. :) Good books to indulge and spend time on.

I sewed a bit. I made a pillow for Awang. It wasn't much. I made a patchwork for the cover and made the pillow as well. I thought, oh, ada kekabu, so why not make the whole thing. So, yeah. I made him a red pinkish pillow. xD HAHA. I do regret choosing that colour tho. But yeah. It's done. Anyway, I'm working on a tote bag and my mom's table runner right now. The tote bag is also a patchwork. I hope I can get it ready soon. It's for a friend. :) And the table runner should be done before I fly.

Basically that's how my holidays have been. :) I'm happy. And now praying for the best for my resut. Pray with me! :)

No more worries. :D

I won't worry any more. 

:) 

I know now, that despite the distance we have between us, figuratively and literally, I am always a part of you. Whether or not a big part, or a small part, I know that I mean something to you. And once upon a time, I meant so much to you. So, I guess we can finally have things as it is. You will always be someone special to me, and I will always be someone special to you. We may not have been spending much time together, but we know it in our hearts that we are very close. And you know what, if anything do happen to us, I know that I once was very important to you. :) I spose that's enough for me.

I have grown up. :')

lulz.