Everything.

There's so much hatred in me. I even hate myself. Sometimes, I hate myself too much. But it's really hard seeing myself from my point of view. I can't see anything, really. I keep on seeing the things in front of me rather than what's in me. I know, there are so many things that I should be thankful of, but it's just so hard to see sometimes. I don't feel like I have anything to be proud of. I'm always so moderate. Never too good, never too bad, which is actually not bad, but not good either. I just wanna be good. Then again, we're always never gonna be satisfied of what we have. *sigh* I should be more thankful with the things I have rather than pondering on the things I don't have. Be more thankful, Meia. You can't have everything.