And I thought I couldn't hate myself more than this.

Don't promise me the moon if you can't even fly

Interesting fact:

People will always give you hope, thinking that there is so much more than what you see now. The irony is you've seen so many, but none that really matters to you.

What is it that people try to make you understand?

I'm tired of having my hopes being crushed over and over again. So, please. If you are kind people, stop making me believe more than there should be to believe. If you can't promise me the star, it's okay. 

I just wanna believe that small things can make a big future. 

random

HIMYM have a lot of good songs, especially reaching the latest seasons. :)

p/s: I still haven't uploaded the pictures. -,-

well, it sucks but it's still the truth.

The saddest thing about change is that you can never get things back as how they used to be.

mhmm.

Sad truth.

This is what I learnt today

So, today was kinda awkward. Awkward is not really the right word. I can't find any suitable word for it. -,-  But here goes.

Mama asked me to accompany her to the car wash in Teratai. But before that, we headed to Kangkar Pulai to pick up Adik from her friend's house. Then we went to the car wash. While waiting for our car, we sat at a restaurant across the road. 

I was watching cars passing by on the opposite of where I was sitting. Then there was this lady crossing the big road. I sat there thinking, what if she got hit by a car? Okay, I admit, not such a good thing to be thinking about or hoping, but I can't control what comes thru my head. -,-

Well, she didn't get hit. Thankful. As much as I wonder how'd it be to witness an accident, I don't want it to really happen.

yeaaaaaaaahhh.......

But the world has a weird way in making wishes come true. 

Minutes after my imagination, a car hit a guy riding a motorcycle and dragged him 50 meters. 

0.o

He lived, Alhamdulillah. Buuut, the hell just happened?

I saw the whole accident. I was at the scene. Ohmaigod.

What have I done? D: I feel guilty a lil bit. I do. The guy, such a clever guy, wasn't wearing a helmet. GOOD BOY! His head was bleeding gallons of blood. Ergh.

I know now that I shouldn't be thinking of situations that could be bad for people. It can just happen. It was like someone heard me or read my mind and made it happen. -,-

scary.

New Missiyon (mission)

Time is moving pretty fast for me. A lot of things done, yet a lot more need to be finished. oh wooowww~ I  love holidays. Not always, or the long ones, just short ones. Unless of course, I have a part time job or something to do that doesn't involve being stuck at home. ahah.

Anyways, point of writing is just to say that I have a new mission. ohohohohoho~

I've been meaning to play around with my DSLR and improve my skills capturing pictures but I've never had any motivation to push me further. -,- So, I found this simple and nice assignment that can be done by me. :D 

Capture pictures representing the 7 colours of rainbow. One day, one colour. So, only 7 days are needed. I'm sure I can do it.

I think.

Let the game begiiiin~

online shops suck all my money.

Being stuck at home isn't all fun yet it isn't that bad. But I have to remind myself to constantly go out for sunshine. -,-

I don't really like staying home, but I don't really like going out either. I don't know. I mean, I like going to places and stuffs, but there's always a part of me that stops me from going. Money? yeah, that is one of the reasons. *sigh*

Anyways, I thought being stuck at home would make my money grow into a bigger hill. But damn all these online shops. effkety eff. 

Cheers to being stuck at home.