I can't do 'this' anymore

The day you said 'I can't do "this" anymore' I went into a deep hole of my own imagination.

At that very moment, I was so lost.

I didn't know whether if I should be saying, 'Don't say that' or 'Okay, maybe we should stop.'

I wasn't sure if I should ask you to stay, or just let it go already.

I was unsure for the one thing I was very sure of.

I'm very confused.

All I know is that you deserved to do what you wanted to.

I guess I shouldn't bring you into my world of confusion.

And you for one, deserve so much better.

And I want to be that person.

But right now, I can't be that person.

I am in a deep deep confusion.

I truly hope the future brings us on the same path again.

And at that time, you'll realize how prepared I am and how better of a person I am.

And to God I pray, I'm not too late.