Butterfly.

I hate how much I don't believe in myself.

There's always something not enough about myself. I know that somehow can be a good thing; it means we should be pushing ourselves a bit harder to be better. 

But most of the times it drives me the opposite way. I came to hate myself even more. I want to believe that I am so much better than some people and that I can always be better, but I fail every time.

I envy those who are just confident with themselves and can put themselves in public without any hesitation. 

Haih.

I'm good, right? I mean, what else could I ask for? Well, that's a stupid question; I could always ask for more. But.. Haih. Meia Meia. -,-