rantings

This is actually weird you know. I'm a blogger and I've been blogging for all I remember. Six, seven years? How many times have I changed my URL? How many times have I deleted my blogs? Countless I tell you. This is actually a sad moment for me. I can't blog anymore. 

All of a sudden, my brain and my heart won't work together anymore. And the words of the world are just not enough for me to express the things on my mind. Too many things going too fast. Can't capture the moments at all. It's like, rushing all at once and all I can do is sigh and look at it pass. It's sad, really.

I am constantly lost. I'm always telling that aren't I?

But I can't get people to understand my situation. I blame my lack of talent in writing and expressing. Then again, maybe my situation is just nothing. It's just me over thinking again. 

I wanna be able to write again. To share all the things in my life without having to think whether or  not people will read, or what they're thinking whilst reading.

I changed, and the hardest part about changing is to change back.