It's awfully painful to suddenly lose a person who was once so close to you. Despite all the differences, the weirdness, and the awkwardness, you've been thru together for so long and it's just sad to see it all go the other way.
So many plans left unattended. So many promises left broken.
The worst part is when you don't even know what happened. It's like suddenly you wake up the next morning, and you just got your brain refreshed. You just have to make adjustments to all the changes because you don't what to do, what to say.
It's like I left a week in reality to go to Jupiter, and when I came back, this happened.
If it is true, why did I ever come back to reality? If I knew this was going to happen, I'd be happy to just stay wherever I was before and not face all of this.
It's a mess. But I guess everyone goes down to that point where leaving and forgetting is the only way out. And I suppose if you can do it, I can too.
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