Just something I wish you know

You don't know what you've put me through.

I just wish you'd at least care.

But yeah, we can never satisfy a person, really.

So, yeah.

For us

“Never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight.”

But isn't it so tiring? To be fighting, and fighting? 

When do I know when to stop?

Picture has nothing to do with the post

Commitment is so overrated.

I'm not looking forward to any kind of commitment, yet.

I don't see any positive effects of attachments.

I know, those of you reading this will say 'Oh, she must have not met 'the one' yet.'

Well, go to hell with 'the one'.

What? A guy is suppose to make me feel so good about my life?

A guy is suppose to make my day everyday?

Come on! Get a life.

My life does not depend solely on one guy.

Or any guy to be exact.

My commitments for now are for my family, and of course, my life. 

I don't see any other near future commitment.

I don't need a guy to make me feel good about myself. I have friends and family to do that for me.

No, it's not because I have not met 'the right guy'.

Maybe it's just bcz any guy won't be enough for me.

I'm not trying to be a feminist here.

I do need a guy in my life.

But not just any guy.

When the moment comes, I'll be his lawfully wife.

I don't want to depend on a guy who barely even knows his own future, let alone bringing along mine.

I'll be praying for the best for me.

And hopefully it will be worth all the wait.

New Year!

I missed my new year post. Not that I'm really into new year's, but I don't know. I guess it's nice to do some recapping and stating new things for the new year. At least when I look back, I did have something I wanted to look forward to at the beginning of the year. 

I mean, at the end of this year, I'd just see a post that's already 9 days late. And that doesn't give the nice aura it should be giving. Besides, now talking about resolution or hope for this year is not quite relevant. Okay, again, not that I have any kind of resolution or that I even care of having one. It's just the routine of doing it.

I am a believer of all these kinds of things. It's okay if I suck, at least I know that I have something in me that wants something. At least when I look back, I have something to ponder upon. It's like a reflection. What have I done and how much did I change? 

It doesn't make sense to some of you. But to me, it's really important, especially since I do it almost every year. But this year, yeah. I don't know. Maybe I changed? I hope I don't regret this. 

Yes, please

I should not be doing this, but I can't stop myself. Is that a sign?